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Caught you staring at that corner
Where I plant your favorite flower
After all the years, can't help but wonder
Does it get better?
Does it still matter?
I'm confused and dazed and somehow I can't read your face
Now I'm no more what you had
The version inside your head
Well, I'm somewhere more than just that
Every line we once aligned
I don't mind, I won't mind
Whatever weight I hold today
I'm not going to break
Pour the kerosene
Throw the fucking match in
No place for dismay
Let the blaze light our way
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Let me set the time and place
To celebrate your trace
And the prayers I don’t believe in
But I hope it finds you well
Well I just need one more sleep
Half wishing you’re in my dream
Start to make believe you were there
Watching over these damn routines
Life’s a go
Just keep on
Trying to cherish for more
We’re in a better place just so you know
Bless the soil and grass
Cause they witness our mess
The ache is inconstant
Still I miss you so bad
The memories that I embrace
Too much in months full of your trace
Never enough
Never enough
I can’t avoid our time
Four months all hopes and smiles
To the point I want to be decent and better
So you’d be proud of me
All the smokes can’t blur the noise
You’re the one that keep me poised
Nothing matters anymore
As long as I keep you for sure
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Iced Shaken Lemonache
01:56
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Don’t you want something out of this…
Or you’re okay with what we’ve had?
Keep it airtight
Give no chance to fight
So we can love for another day
Is it the ending or just the sound…
Of couple lies built to stand our ground
Shaky road to redemption
Rusted parts ain’t a reason
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You keep me up at night
And I’m doing all my might
Post all sub-tweets about you
Just simping all over you
You’re such a pretty sight
You caught my sweaty eyes
Will I ever call you mine
Well I just didn’t bother to try
The good news is you’re there
But the bad news is you’re there with someone else
I woke up feeling lost at dawn
Well I guess the nightmare’s still on
Here I am staying invisible
Yeah, fuck you you’re invincible.
Fuck your pretty drunken face
Fuck your vibe on stage
It’s all overwhelming
Live rent free in me
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Mr. Mice Guy
03:21
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The fire goes out quietly
The water sets them free
How can we feel the warmth now?
He speaks a million words
And he will change your heart
Who’s going to fill the void now?
Can you keep tell us something sweet
Tell us something so serene
Hey, go make your way!
All the colors will send its prayers
We’re too lost so far and below now
We’re too lost so far and below now
Hey, I’ll just let it play
All the laughs that makes us stay
Every heart you touch turns beautiful
Every heart you touch turns beautiful
For all the warmth that makes us live in the moment
We’ll carry on without you
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Sunny Day Real Nightmare
04:02
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Can you stop knocking on my door
I can’t take it further
The guilt keeps coming back
Like a ghost who keep my nightmares on track
I’m giving too much shit
To all things that are bound to repeat
You pushed me to see through your lenses
While I can’t even jump out of my own fences
Reff:
It has never been the best day
Nor the worst one
But… it just keeps me down and out
For dead long
To call it dull, yeah it’s cliché
Let it burned out
Cause…
I’ve been running in circle since forever
We’ve been sailing too long without the waves
Apparently, safe space is an empty place
All the promised lights are blinding
Can’t see clearly while the mental health’s declining
Give it a rest
Tune em out for a little bit
Leave it as is
Be the mess we love to see
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The head spinning around
The blood boils to the ground
I lost us in the process
And I can’t find a way to home
But where the hell is home
That we longing for
I learn to understand
“You don’t know what you got til it’s gone”
The pain over friends
In the name of a progress
Time’s a luxury that we rarely have these days
The good ones lost in the way
“It’s normal” what the adult says
this is the phase where nothing stays the same
[Pre-Chorus]
For all the stress we prioritize in over our damn weekend
Left me wondering, will we see each other again?
[Chorus]
Is this the way you’re saying
You’re no longer want it
Is this the way you’re saying
That you’re not staying
I’ve stucked so bad
I don’t anticipate
We’re growing out
Further and apart
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Deafening Nonsense
04:25
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“Good things will come to those who wait”
They say it’ll really be that great
Learn it the hard way that everything beautiful will be ruined eventually
How can we wait any longer
When we don’t even have each other
As if we know too much about tomorrow and how we’re gonna have it better
Can’t you see my ears still burning…
Off the nonsense that is so deafening
In a precedented friction
I can give you some prediction
Guaranteed some same-old fiction
Used to burn the bridge in addition
I can only tell…
Well it turns out our time is up
When we’re about to fix things up
While there are still a lot of things I wanna say to you and even fight about it
They say that “Love” is such a strong word
However, pride just keeps us under
It’s safe to say that I’ve asked too much of us having normal conversations
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We’d be apart by the morning
Yet the spellings of our name…
They stay the same
For what are we mourning?
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Flowburn
02:44
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In case you haven’t noticed
I’m slowly leaving the abyss
And there’s no better way to rephrase this
Your existence is such a bliss
All the scars and the bedsores
I’m now settling the score
Higher now than ever before
There’s no point in taking it slow
Turn off the light
And make this right
But not tonight
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The world’s a dumpster fire
Everyday we walk on a wire
But your voice cuts through the noise
You’re the reason we stay poised
While we’re in despair
You’ll be there
And it’s not rare
We finally dare
You’re our perfect anchor when we lost out there
In a world so messed up and so fucked up
You make everything alright
You make everything feels more than enough
Each time I’ve been through a hell of messed up stuff
You found me, calling all my bluff.
When everything’s changing
You’re the ones that worth saving
That one bright spot in life
The major source of the strive
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Guerrilla Records Jakarta, Indonesia
Independent Record Label from Jakarta, Indonesia.
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